Knowledge is Great... Especially When Your Dreams Come True
I've always wanted to
become a writer. I started writing when I was seven or eight years old and just
never stopped. Somehow, I believe I would never have had this dream if Harry Potter hadn't existed. I can't say I was a big Harry
Potter fangirl, but J.K. Rowling had everything I wanted. At the time, my
father teased me, said I just wanted to make billions like Ms. Rowling, but the
money or fame was never really the point. The fact that she told a story, made
her life out of it, created a fantasy world that millions escaped to- I'd die
to have all of that. I didn't care if people knew me, I just wanted people to
read what I had to say. Eventually, my fascination with J.K. Rowling faded, but
I never stopped writing. Not when time became scarce, not when people
asked me to write things different from the things I wrote, not even when a lot
of agents told me my works couldn't be published. I didn't care if I was a good
enough writer or if I ever got published. All I wanted was to be with books and
maybe write some of them.
But you
want to know the truth? Even the seven-year-old me knew my dreams were probably
meaningless in a country where being a doctor or an engineer look like the only
feasible option to any student. I mean, even Chetan Bhagat had to go to
IIT first, didn't he? I knew that becoming a writer- or at least the kind of
writer I wanted to become- was impractical in India. I'm not saying India
hasn't given me enough stories to write; it really has. But my dream? I could
never imagine myself completely immersed in the world of books, thinking about
Tagore, Tolstoy, Fitzgerald and Hemmingway. Everybody around me studied
'practical' subjects and had 'practical' jobs- engineer, doctor, chartered
accountant, banker. At some point, my dreams became immature and whimsical even
to me.
Looking
back, I wish I could have done things differently. And I wish I could've gone
somewhere where I could study the subjects I wanted to without being judged about whether or not I was being
practical enough while making a choice. I would have loved to read books from
every corner of the world and learn something from them, maybe write a few
words myself when the time came. And so, if I wanted to study literature across borders, across time periods, across
languages, across genres, and if I wanted to do it where my role model J.K.
Rowling started her fantastic life, I'd study Comparative Literature in the UK.
For those of you who are not familiar with what Comparative
Literature is, here's a definition from Wikipedia: It is 'literature without
borders'. Basically, it's everything I've ever dreamed of. The fact is, that
writing is never just for writing's sake. It's a reflection of our experiences,
feelings and expectations. To study writing thoroughly and passionately, I'd
need a good faculty, state-of-the-art infrastructure and an opportunity to
interact with students, and higher education in UK could offer me these things.
Of course, if I had to choose colleges I would have to go
for SOAS, University of London. You see, I have recently found myself very
interested in the ways of living in Asian, African and Middle Eastern cultures.
It would be a dream come true for me to delve deeper into these cultures
through literature. SOAS is a remarkable
institution. Uniquely combining language scholarship, disciplinary expertise
and regional focus, it has the largest concentration in Europe of academic
staff concerned with Africa, Asia and the Middle East. It has students from
over 133 nations which would help me interact with people from diverse
backgrounds.
The truth is that even
though I’m happy with my life and education in India, I would give it up for
studies in the UK. Hopefully, maybe in the future, I will have an opportunity
to get some experience with UK higher education.
(This post is for ‘Knowledge
is Great’ contest. www.knowledgeisgreat.in)
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